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Subrosa Michel
27 June 2009 @ 12:45 pm
Just now learning that the GRE subject test includes

25-30 % Brit Lit to 1660

30-35% Brit Lit 1660-1925


This is nervewracking when one realizes that one's training is 50% American lit 1600-present and 50% Brit/World lit 1830-present.

Damn you, Restoration and Renaissance scholars.  I spit on your graves. 

Now I must google and read about Dryden, Pope, and other dead guys I don't care for.

 
 
 
Subrosa Michel
09 April 2009 @ 12:27 pm
I just wrote a response to a friend's journal in which I said I'm not a huge fan of LJ anymore because sometimes I think it promotes navel gazing or obsessing over certain parts of my life that I'm not really in control of right now. Oh well, I'm still doing it in the paragraph below.

I have been exposed to an idea in my postmodern class that really supports this belief and has been such a healthy point of view for me. Postructuralists and postmodern writers view identity in a radical way. Instead of believing that we all have a central part of us that is special or unique and that we are formed by early experiences to become this person with a multitude of layers, these philosophers say the opposite.  In other words, identity is one thing:  performance. It is not our unconscious mind (in fact, they have problems with Freud's concept of this) or our "true selves." There is no true self. There is our performance. That's it. We aren't onions.

To make it applicable to literature, the postmodernists sometimes feel that we place too much emphasis on character and character development in a novel.  The text itself should be examined in terms of other elements, especially structure. Some postmodernists even go so far as to create stories with an entire cast of flat characters whose points of views are completely irrelevant.

I like this idea so much. What it reminds me is that I am not this complex and highly mysterious presence in the universe, carrying suitcases of baggage. I am what I DO each day and how I DO it.  My actions, however, can have an impact on a large scale or a small one.

Sometimes I spend too much time thinking about myself, and this new view has led me to a healthier perspective. As expected, this idea is not widely accepted; most of us cling to Freudian notions of identity, and those notions are truly fascinating.  But they are, at times, self-indulgent and crippling to our desire to take action.
 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
 
 
 
Subrosa Michel
23 December 2008 @ 04:20 pm

I just started a community called "lowtohighbrow" (this is the handle used in the url).  Basically it's an opportunity for folks to get together and discuss mainstream entertainment in a more intellectual capacity.  My belief is that if you are a person who enjoys critical thinking, then you want to apply that kind of thinking to everything you see and read, even the guilty pleasures you sometimes feel ashamed to admit you see and read.

Here's a chance to come out of the closet and discuss what others believe is low brow culture and create opportunities for conversation.


Please join!!!

 

www.livejournal.com/community/lowtohighbrow

 
 
Subrosa Michel
05 December 2008 @ 01:42 am

Many beloved television shows are no longer with us, like Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Six Feet Under, and Mystery Science Theater 3000. What defunct television show do you miss the most?


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CARNIVALE.
 
 
Subrosa Michel
19 November 2008 @ 11:06 pm

The obsessive personality needs a new fix.

What new fandom that I haven't exhausted will allow me some escapism from serious family mental illness, final papers and scholarship pressure, and unloading trucks full of Christmas merchandise?

Any and all suggestions however geeky are very welcome at this point.

 

I hate that CARNIVALE had only 2 seasons. I finished that one too quickly.
 

 
 
Subrosa Michel
14 February 2008 @ 09:55 am

Daniel Day Lewis....you frighten me.



What the hell WAS THAT?

 
 
Subrosa Michel
04 February 2008 @ 11:17 pm

I'm fretting about the fact that in two days I will be expected to be in two places at once, and no matter how you swing it, someone's gonna be pissed.  

Today was rather lackluster in the office. I have serious problems with cabin fever when it rains continuously in SF and then I work in an office with no windows.  Very crazy making.

Starting to think about life beyond the internship.  Sigh.

Must get out more and appreciate what I have. Enough time spent on computer and watching DVDs. I must venture forth.  I love walking anyway. There's just that little problem with the RAIN.

Wondering if my life will ever really change, even if I continue to move or change jobs. Will I always be flying solo emotionally? Will I find a network of people with whom I can REALLY explore deeper issues?  

Had some good conversations, though, today. I feel like there is some hope yet.

Want something to be a light at the end of the tunnel. I want to know something's out there when I finish this year. This year has been great for me. What will I see ahead when the final month rolls around? Just a blank calendar? That kinda creeps me out.

I continue to worry about health care and retirement, and so I find myself lurking around the political climate a little more than usual. I hope people can make the things happen that they promise. I would feel so proud to be here and so privileged to experience it.

The world does not owe me its oyster. I must find it myself. But hey, a few fishermen pointing the way never hurts.

 
 
Subrosa Michel
31 December 2007 @ 02:04 am
grrr  
You know the writers' strike has affected you when you seek solace from the other side of the ocean: I just purchased The Brits' version of THE OFFICE (the original), and it is so loveable in its own way, but will never replace my original love for Carell and Rainn Wilson.

Now they're talking about canceling OSCAR.  Allow me to pout, even if there are larger world issues to be worried about.

On the bright side, I have read 3 books this past holiday season. Seems I've been prompted to become semi-literate again.

But LOST premieres Jan 31. :)
 
 
Subrosa Michel
16 December 2007 @ 04:57 pm
1. I get to go home and see family, pets, and friends I haven't seen since July this coming Thursday!!

2. I saw this amazing new play last week called THE SHAKER CHAIR by Adam Bock, and then I came back from my lunch break the following day, and he was sitting in one of the swivel chairs outside my boss's door, grinning and making conversation!!! 

3. I got to listen to a great director talk about his love of theatre to teens this past Saturday.

4. I got to be lazy ALL DAY today in my pajamas. I also talked to Josie, who, as always, is an amazing friend who patiently listens to me ramble as she has done for about 9 years now.  It is so great to be inspired by someone who is as giving in their compassion and time as she is.

5. I began watching an episode of THE OFFICE again today, and Rainn Wilson made me laugh.

oooh..maybe I'll keep going

6. I had Oreos that my roommate always selflessly shares with everyone in the house. That same roommate bought me, Lauren, and himself stockings with our initials on them and hung them on the wall.

7. I am starting to make reading a priority in my life again.

8.  I am walking an INSANE amount every day, rarely taking the bus.

9. I had two good concessions shifts this weekend, where patrons were actually wacky and friendly rather than entitled and rude.

Yay!
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
Subrosa Michel
01 November 2007 @ 08:22 pm

I love November.

Why?

Because tech dinner in the courtyard rocks.

Because some high school students came to work today and, dare I say it, made my life EASIER.

Because tonight JOSS WHEDON, once again, is the director of THE OFFICE.  (and he has a new show coming soon)

Because it's nice and chilly outside.

Because we're getting together tonight to have a play reading of one of my roommate's plays. I get to play the dad.

November kicks ass.

 
 
Subrosa Michel
This film changed my life.


It doesn't matter what side of the story you're on--it made me want to throw up, and then it made me want to write letters to all of the people who were part of the story, including the real family members who were affected by the tragedy.

It will make you call the people you love and remind them just why you love them.

It will make you practice caution when you go off alone.

It will make you think about how important being alone can be during certain parts of your life.

It will make you want to take more risks.

It will make you rethink the value of human intimacy and the dangers and beauty of communing with nature.

I know very few stories that can do all of the above. 


Here's my ugly yet unquenchable competitive spirit rising up:  if this film isn't nominated for every category, nay, a winner of most of those categories at the Oscars, I will never be able to enjoy the Academy Awards again. 

Here's the thing: if you didn't like it, I'm not in the mood to debate the story or the victims of the story. I'm not in the mood to make this an academic quarrel of any kind. I don't want to hear people quote Thoreau or Tolstoy right now. I just had to give you my emotional, first gut response to something that, I feel, gave me the kick in the pants I needed at a crossroads.

Sometimes that's enough for me.
 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
 
 
Subrosa Michel
30 July 2007 @ 06:13 am

What is it that Dory the A.D.D. fish says in that Disney film? 

"Just keep swimming...Just keep swimming....."

Here we gooooooooooo------SPLASH!!!

 
 
Subrosa Michel
26 July 2007 @ 04:00 pm
Finally, finally, finally  received info about my housing arrangement for next week and someone's even meeting me at the airport!!! Everything sounds really great, and I'm getting much more pumped. It was kinda creepy not knowing where to go when I landed,and as much as I tried to be a laid back kinda gal, the nerves were starting to get to me.

Also, had a great late-night HP movie marathon with Sybil last night in which I told her my new theory that Harry and Voldemort are secretly in love.  I mean, there were so many moments in that last book where I wanted to say, "get a room."  

Am going out to eat with mom. Love going out to eat.

Am having a  massage tomorrow.  Yippeeee.

Am having sushi Saturday with Tracie. Perhaps late tonight I will revisit some season 2 Buffy. 

All is well. (I always found that to be such a cliche ending, *cough, cough*)
 
 
Subrosa Michel
25 July 2007 @ 09:56 am
Okay, definitely seeing the light at the end of the tunnel now, and my cowardly moments are becoming less frequent. Getting more enthusiastic about leaving but still hate all the goodbyes.
 
 
Subrosa Michel
23 July 2007 @ 07:11 pm

I hate the LAST conversation you have on the phone with your favorite student.

I hate finishing the LAST book in a series of stories that has made your entire life magical.

I hate seeing one of my pets for the LAST time.

I hate having a LAST lunch with a friend. Make that several friends. Make that an endless calendar of final "lunches" that somehow encapsulate what someone has meant to me.....over food, no less.

I hate when my favorite characters say their LAST words, and I'm sick enough in the head to think of them as real people.

I hate the LAST day of the writing project, where the director asks us to write goodbyes for our final creative writing prompt.

I hate knowing that this is one of the LAST days I will have the privacy to write such spineless, cowardly entries on my journal without total chaos erupting all around me.

I hate that I am not brave, that I am NOT a saint, that I can't be "the girl who triumphed" or some great epithet like that.

I want to curl up in a ball and cry for hours. I hate that most of all.

 
 
Subrosa Michel
09 July 2007 @ 03:32 pm
I know it is my responsibility as an educated citizen to be abrest of the latest national news, but today all of the following were discussed in far more detail than I would have ever wanted to hear:

An eleven year old dies in Alabama from driving drunk (as in....eleven yrs old)

A man had been keeping his wife and son's remains in the freezer in Germany.  A woman found the chopped up bodies when putting something away in the fridge during a party.

Bush refuses to enter into dialogue with other branches of our government (there were at least 3 SEPARATE issues on that one). He's sending more young boys off to die without a deadline in sight.


So people wonder why I retreat into Whedon world or Rowling escapism.  Why I spend way too much time inside my own imagination.  If checking the daily news makes me want to seek therapy, I have to say I'm glad I have novels, teleplays, and poetry to read.

I don't want to bury my head in the sand though.
 
 
Subrosa Michel
07 July 2007 @ 03:01 pm
Despite the fact that you've cranked out so many pop horror novels that an entire forest is probably dead, why is it that you always know just what to say and how to say it? 

King says, with regard to J.K. Rowling:

"The Internet blog sites will be full of this was bad and that was wrong, but it's going to boil down to something that many will feel and few will come right out and state: No ending can be right, because it shouldn't be over at all. The magic is not supposed to go away."
 
 
Current Mood: depressed
 
 
Subrosa Michel
05 July 2007 @ 03:47 pm
He was known as the 'Lord of the Hallowed Land' - the necropolis - and Khenty Amentiu, 'Foremost of the Westerners' - the Land of the Dead was thought to be to the west, where the Egyptians buried their dead.



LORD OF THE HALLOWED LAND.



This is getting a little too much. 


Holy triple shit.
 
 
Subrosa Michel
05 July 2007 @ 03:39 pm
Borders panelists discussing Severus Snape's character in Rowling's books believe that the one text behind all of her secrets is probably found in Egyptian mythology and in the story of Osiris, Isis, Horus, and Anubis.

I was floored.


And THEN....I found this quotation:

Anubis retained this aspect, and became considered more the gatekeeper and ruler of the underworld, the "Guardian of the veil" (of "death"). As such, he was said to protect souls as they journeyed there, and thus be the patron of lost souls (and consequently orphans).


The VEIL?

Holy shit.

The panelists were also keen to point out that the one book locked on Rowling's shelf in her website is entitled "World Mythology."

They also observed that Anubis is the one character who remains "grey", neither on the side of good or evil; he is, in fact, paradoxically the patron saint and judge of the underworld and of....ORPHANS?

Holy double shit.

Sometimes i really love podcasts.